T.F.R.
Did some one tell American Family (CHNL 25 ) about my blog?
Seriously?
I could've made money outta this?! Haha,
For Real. Secret Life of the American Teen?. Lame version of me.
I honestly, have been okay lately. The guy I've talked about, W/ the miscarriage & all? We are back together. I honestly think we might get married.
My family life as completely evolved. Things are all on the up and up.
MY friendships are pretty solid.
I now have a Job
&
Sometimes, I still feel alone. Some people have heard the expression of hearts beating faster when you are with the person you love . . . And When I am not. When I am alone. Or all to myself . . . I can feel my heart going slower. Like The Depression is hovering right with me. I feel as though It might not ever go away . . .
Suidical thoughts leave.
Depression goes away,right?
With out Medication?
Am I normal?
Do I fit in?
Do I want to fit in?
How do I decide where I belong in this world?
Is there really Future to my Repair?
Repair: as in something is broken?
Am.I.Broken?

3 comments:
Hello,
It took me a while to work out, that the normal people are boring and us mad people are actually beautiful. we're right and there wrong. and there are a surprising number of us.
i hope you feel better soon.
mark
Do you really thing it is as simple as that? We.Are.Right.They.Are.Wrong?
There must be a middle Ground.
I do agree. Normal = Boring. Yet remarkable on how they all can fit into such a common mold.
eHay there. Your blog is looking good! I know the heartbreak of losing a child. I've been there. I'm so sorry that you had to experience that too.
I couldn't find a folllower button though. :(
Warmest wishes,
Kendra
http://www.kendrasunqiuestyle.blogspot.com
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