T.F.R.
I've got the candle.
Do you have a match?
It's entirely of wax.
So,it's all in the steady, steady move of your hand.
Please do not slip. Just stay steady now.
Before I was ready.
I was enlighted with love for the dark cold (k)night.
It gave you guidance
It gave you warmth
It gave you light.
You let it burn,you go to get a candle holder.
Is this for my...
No,no only to keep you from getting burnt by our fire.
It gave you guidance
It gave you warmth
It gave you light.
You let it burn out.
When the wind hit hard you stayed steady.
But when the calm came you let me go.
Said you'll make it with the light of the stars and the moon.
But before we knew the sun was shining bright.
Only as if you knew my time with you would not last and was now through.
I gave you guidance
I gave you warmth
I gave you light.
And now I'm melted away, but you're doing okay.
I've still got my candle,you'll never get another a match.
It's not like a lighter, you only get one chance.
Feeling used, noticing when it's too late.
Do you have a match?
It's entirely of wax.
So,it's all in the steady, steady move of your hand.
Please do not slip. Just stay steady now.
Before I was ready.
I was enlighted with love for the dark cold (k)night.
It gave you guidance
It gave you warmth
It gave you light.
You let it burn,you go to get a candle holder.
Is this for my...
No,no only to keep you from getting burnt by our fire.
It gave you guidance
It gave you warmth
It gave you light.
You let it burn out.
When the wind hit hard you stayed steady.
But when the calm came you let me go.
Said you'll make it with the light of the stars and the moon.
But before we knew the sun was shining bright.
Only as if you knew my time with you would not last and was now through.
I gave you guidance
I gave you warmth
I gave you light.
And now I'm melted away, but you're doing okay.
I've still got my candle,you'll never get another a match.
It's not like a lighter, you only get one chance.
Feeling used, noticing when it's too late.
Spending so much time with one person, having it amount to what it was before - nothing.
Sometimes, it's worse. Sometimes we long for what we can no longer have, there will always be that tension when we pass by that person.
Late Night Dreamings of you.
By the way, It's spelled THROUGH just for you ;)
3 comments:
i hope its a good morning Amanda ;)
I cant get online much anymore because im homeless, but i get to crash in a warm place tonight.
I like this post because like a match , we only have one strike to create warmth of life. and lately a candle is all i have.
I dont have a therapist yet, but the doctors and socil workers that are trying to help me live. I know what you mean when you say its the same crap thats around the bend, your 18, im 40 and i too just want to leave yet the people keep saying live, life isnt so bad. When I tell them how I see life, they have basically shut up. Im not suicidal because my life sucks, i am so , because this life for everyone sucks. I mean its like I can cope with my shitty life, its knowing that your life sucks thats depressing me. How can a shrink stop me from caring that other people are in destress?
Sorry for the bummer crap here. I'll tell you what they keep telling me..
dont worry about it, these things take time. :)
Someday youll find something or someone that can make you happy.
oh and I can totally relate to the comment, i think you left for troy "tdirt" about not being good at anything. The only thing I was good at was screwing up my PCs.
Lets hope I dont screw up this guys PC eh ,)
anyways, try to smile and think, no matter how shitty your life is, someone else has a shittier life.
Hi, my name's Kristie. I really enjoyed your post and I just figured I'd let you know that you are definitely not alone in those feelings. I don't know how much that matters, but I know that sometimes it's just nice to know that we aren't alone.
My morning is pretty good, actually.
Therapist donot know what they're talking about half the time, I've been to enough to know. I think you and I are in the same boat, despite the age difference. Life in general is a bitch. Everyone's at one time or another. But, some of us just get the wrong hand and it'll never become anything more.
Something or someone to make me happy has been in my life, but then he hurt me. We are currently back together. . . But, it still hurt. I'm worried to be honest. How do I know it won't happen again?
I guess, we get hurt by the ones we love the most. Because from the world we expect such a blow, but not from some one we trust.
We put so much effort into something that can just end. abruptly end.
that sounds so uplifting.
"No matter how shitty your life is, someone else has a shittier life."
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Kristie, thanks I'm learning that day by day.
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